Liaa's Little Journal

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ    Hey , how are you doing ? I pray that every single person that read this blog or just this small update in a great wonderful feelings. :)  If you aren't really feeling well, this might be for you.       I know you are struggling so hard in anything you are doing right now. I know you are doing your best and somehow you're having this kind of feeling that as if you ain't achieving anything; people around you can't seem to understand the things you do and you, yourself are getting tired of explaining. It's okay , you'll be alright.      C'mon and take a deep breath and let it out slowly. Close your eyes for a moment and rest.  Tired ? Teach yourself on how to rest for a while and let's continue our journey later on.     One thing for sure, to never stop struggling and you are never to late to achieve all of your dreams and goals. Keep praying , ...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Hey, how is it going ? But I do pray for you so that life is treating you well and if not, I know you're strong enough to face it. :) As for me, I'm getting better just need some more fixing to get me back on track. Do pray for me too , will you? And today is May 5, marking a year since the day I left matriculation life. Truth to be told, I miss that childish life of mine. KMPP was a place where I learn lots of things where the people around keep helping me to grow. I miss them :')  For the past few days, I keep missing a lot of people. I hate myself for pushing them away but it was for the best right? I miss them. I won't write much but if you're reading this, do know I miss you and I'm sorry. I'm much of an awkward human being who ain't really know how to express how her feel, so yup, I do care about you even if I don't text nor talk to you. Tomorrow is 1st Ramadhan! Alhamdulillah for still getting the c...

Sometimes it felt so nice to have someone to depend on, a shoulder to lean when everything doesn't seems right. Someone who would just keep you together when your world feel like tumbling down. Having someone to just hug you until every pieces of you to stick together again. Look again, I wrote sometimes.  Trusting a person felt like giving a piece of your own heart to them and them breaking those trust are somewhat breaking you, yourself. To love is; to destroy and to be love is; to be the one who is destroy As I stay away from home, I keep learning that there's no one really gonna be there for me. I mean by being there all the time; hearing every blabbering, countless words that came out from me, hearing all my frustration and other stuff. There will be some but who would't be tired right ? As time went by, I pushed them away from my life so that I won't trouble them to hear me out anymore. Me feeling sorry for 'em to give, spend me their precious ti...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Another year older and hoping would be wiser and think first before doing something or making any decisions.  Today is the oldest you've ever been and the youngest you'll ever be again."  — Eleanor Roosevelt May happiness be with you always,  Iylia

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Hey wonderful people, how are you ?     I hope each and every one of you are doing fine and living a great live :)    As for me, I'm doing just fine, just a bit sick but I'm fine. For now, I'm in my hometown for semester break! Yeay! I did got a plan to work and find some pocket money, but I thought that it's better to stay home and help with the things that I can help my family with; and that is a suri rumah !   Universiti Teknikal Malaysia Melaka or better known as UTeM is one of the public university in Malaysia ( IPTA ) and located in Melaka ( The Historic State ). Quite far from home but where would the adventure be if I always stay home, right ?   Here in UTeM I'm studying in Computer Science (Interactive Media) and this course is in Faculty Information Technology and Communication ( FTMK; Fakulti Teknologi Maklumat dan Komunikasi ). My study requires 70% coursework and hands-on activity and just 30% final...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Hey peeps!  New year. New feels. New chances. Same dream. Fresh start. 2018 - the year where me finishing my matriculation life and having a new life in university. A bit hectic actually for me; moving on from my comfort zone into a world that has so much freedom. I was scared as hell and a bit excited both at the same time. Year 2018 - I met lot of people; also from matric and uni. Different people, different stories, different colors. All mixed up and becoming a rainbow in my life. Those people come and go and all I wanna do is thank them for existing. Thank you for teaching me the meaning of life and giving me lessons that I can't learn in classes. And most important, thank you for those who stayed with me and listen to all my rambling and be with me even when I pushed you away. Thank you. Still 2018 - I learn the meaning of heart break ( even if I don't really have a special guy or whatever they call ). I learn that we can't...