Liaa's Little Journal

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ Good day peeps! Cr to Mr Google It's not my photo and I'm freaking single. Declaration; I've been single for years and never really been in a real relationship. It's hard to explain but I'll try. There are times where I might feel like I'm desperately want to be in a relationship because of the loneliness I'm feeling but until the possibility is right in front of me, then I'll be chicken out. Like seriouly I'll be saying things such as, we're friends right?! and that what friends are for! and some other excuses that I usually used. And puff that person will suddenly be gone from my life. Haihh It just, I want someone but I'm not really gonna break that not having a boyfriend until I get marry stuff , I'm just freaking weird. Period. Many of my friends are in relationships, and I've witnes tons of happiness, mariage, heartbreaks and tears and etc. Many of them are happy stor...

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ "Out of many things in this life, you wanna capture the sunrise? Ah why is it?"  I remember someone asking me this and I couldn't really find the answer. The only thing I remember passing through my head was, "Sunrise give me hopes to start my day."  During my childhood days, I never really got a chance to watch sunrise and one day during a camp, I got  to enjoy this wonderful sunrise at the beach with my classmates. The warm feeling inside me, I couldn't really explain them by words but what I know is, when I grow up, I'll be capturing them every day, if not by camera then by my heart then.  I don't really remember having any memories of enjoying sunrise during my high school year but matriculation was a different story. I got to see them every day except rainy days obviously.    In Uni , I got to watch them a few times if I went to the Stadium (they got the best view!) and lucky me, since las...

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ Hello and how are you ? Me? I'm doing fine, just finish reading a chapter from a book and yeah, a character died.  ...  I coudn't satnd it, it just. I'm so lost of words and I cried a bit so why not put it here.  I'm currently reading the City of Heavenly Fire by Cassendra Clare and someone died. It's a he, who died and I cry. I won't tell you who and how he died. No spoilers but I'm so sad. erghhhh. I remember a few days ago, my friend told me something about moving on and it takes time. A coincidence I guess but at least I got comfort after reading our chat. And I actually star them!   “Sometimes you must lose everything to gain it again, and the regaining is the sweeter for the pain of loss.” ― Cassandra Clare, City of Heavenly Fire   Been crying, Iylia