Liaa's Little Journal

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Hello lovely,  How are you doing? I hope every single one of you is doing great. G R A T E F U L; Feeling or showing an appreciation for something done or received. Grateful, a simple word but somehow for me have a thousand meanings behind it.  I used to be an ungrateful child; wanting to show off what I've got and wanting something that is way to pricey for me to have it. I want to travel to some great places and stay in a luxurious hotel, eat those flipping fantastic food we saw on tv; you know, stuff like that. I tend to get jealous with the rich kids and a lot of time I would think of "Why can't I have a life like him/her?" or "If only their money is mine, then I wouldn't have to ask for it " . Those kind of thoughts usually gonna lead me to be depressed and I would get moody for days. I don't even know why I felt like that. I would stay in my room; ignoring other people (the family). I isolate myself fro...

   بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Hey peeps!    Do you ever feel jealous or simply annoyed with what other people have? And somehow you want to have what they have. Have you?  I do and this thing keep bugging me until all my bombastic mood flush down until there's no happiness left. I was jealous just because they have those thing I don't. Silly right ? "You have people around you who love you so much. You got shelter to keep you warm, you got cloth to wear and food to eat. You're rich than you think," Have heard of it? I found it not so long time ago, been scrolling the facebook account then I saw a post from a friend. They're on holidays and having a great time with some good food. I was jealous because I was home, studying and my family are busy. No tasty food or whatsoever. Jealosy strike me so hard that time. I keep scrolling and scrolling with the jealosy growing in me. Why didn't I ever had to go on holidays and eating som...