Liaa's Little Journal

I will probably be using this blog again since I'm deactivated my social media. Maybe, let's just hope I'll be rajin enough 😂 See you! 

   بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم Good day to everyone!  I am so freaking nervous because I just posted my first ever vlog(?) on YouTube! Freaking excited but I got no hopes at all for it to reach people 🤣  I've been posting videos on Instagram but goodness sake, I got no confidence to post them on YT. But, there is always the first time, right ?  So, here is the link .  or just click here! So, to more videos in the future!  Sweet dream peeps, Iylia.

 It's delightful when your imaginations come true, isn't it?  

 بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ Hi and hello dearest! My fifth semester has done, finally! Even if I'm at home, I could say that my life was much more peaceful when I'm having face to face classes. For goodness sake, the assignments keep coming as if I had no life aside from being a student. But whatever, it's semester break, so let me enjoy my little freedom before going back to battle for my next semester.  So, currently I am currently having a marathon on a series on VIU called The Bridge. The Bridge is a Malaysian-Singaporean crime drama television series aired on HBO Asia, and starring Rebecca Lim and Bront Palarae. The series inspired by the Danish-Swedish series, Broen/Bron.  source : Google s u m m a r y   for   s e a s o n  1 : It all started when a female corpse discovered on the border of Singapore and Malaysia, forcing investigators from both countries to solve the crime and probe the social issues.  Bront Palarae ...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم Khilaf poster I present you, my workshop 2 team short film; Khilaf! Be right back, I'm gonna cry. 😭 After months of struggling with assignments and life, we managed to finish workshop! Bravo girls, I'm just really proud of you all.  I'm bad at expressing myself, but I'm so so so grateful for the wonderful team members (the cast, our families and everyone that helped!) and the people around us! I love you to the moon and back y'all.  De'bunga and the casts The casts The hardships be worth it in the end, and please, I already start missing hanging out with them at the shooting place. Brb, I gonna start crying again.  ... To those who want to watch our short film, feel free to click here . Have fun watching and don't forget to give it a thumb up! Signing off for tonight, Iylia.  

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ Good day peeps! Cr to Mr Google It's not my photo and I'm freaking single. Declaration; I've been single for years and never really been in a real relationship. It's hard to explain but I'll try. There are times where I might feel like I'm desperately want to be in a relationship because of the loneliness I'm feeling but until the possibility is right in front of me, then I'll be chicken out. Like seriouly I'll be saying things such as, we're friends right?! and that what friends are for! and some other excuses that I usually used. And puff that person will suddenly be gone from my life. Haihh It just, I want someone but I'm not really gonna break that not having a boyfriend until I get marry stuff , I'm just freaking weird. Period. Many of my friends are in relationships, and I've witnes tons of happiness, mariage, heartbreaks and tears and etc. Many of them are happy stor...

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ "Out of many things in this life, you wanna capture the sunrise? Ah why is it?"  I remember someone asking me this and I couldn't really find the answer. The only thing I remember passing through my head was, "Sunrise give me hopes to start my day."  During my childhood days, I never really got a chance to watch sunrise and one day during a camp, I got  to enjoy this wonderful sunrise at the beach with my classmates. The warm feeling inside me, I couldn't really explain them by words but what I know is, when I grow up, I'll be capturing them every day, if not by camera then by my heart then.  I don't really remember having any memories of enjoying sunrise during my high school year but matriculation was a different story. I got to see them every day except rainy days obviously.    In Uni , I got to watch them a few times if I went to the Stadium (they got the best view!) and lucky me, since las...

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ Good day! I pray that everyone is safe wherever you are right now. Covid-19 outbreak is really something. I could say that 2020 started with a rough journey but yep, let's take this as a challange to keep us all strong through the rest of the year and to alwaya take care of ech other. So, this time entry is about my late night drive from uni towards home. I didn't drive alone and there were five people in the car including me. And this is (kinda) our running away from uni because we missed home and don't want to be stuck in the hostel. hahhaha I'm currently studying somewhere a bit far from home, a 8 hour drive if there's no traffic problem and probably 12 hour by bus, I think, well I always sleep during my bus trip.  Mid sem break was supposed to start on 28 March 2020 but then Restriction Movement Odder (RMO) happened, my mid semester break came early than expected. Many of my campus mate was alr...

" Why are you keep saying that ?" he asked. I could sence annoyance in his tone. "Say what?" I keep my face emotionless.  "As if everything happened was your fault?" I twirl the pen in my hand and bite my lips nevously because I know, those things wouldn't happened if I did't let it happened in the first place. "It is." with that I stood up and started making my way to cafe. I look at him again and grin,  "C'mon lah, let's go. You said you were hungry."

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Hey ,  "The new year stands before us, like a chapter in a book, waiting to be written." — Melody Beattie   By the time I type this, I am nervous  laugh nervously  This is because, my first final paper for this semester is in like less than 2 hour! Yes, I here and not revising just beacuse I'm scared I might get them mix up later. But, nevermind that, I'm all good I think.     I'm here to wish everyone of you a bright 2020! I pray that 2020 will be the year where we all rise and shine.   2019 ain't really a pretty year but yup, growing aren't a pretty progress either right? And they did said that, where's the challenge in life when there's no challenge and a bit of pain. So as for me, i'm proud with you. You've grown so much and little did you know that "The flower that blooms in adversity is the most rare and beautiful of all."   2020 , another 366 new days and 366 opportunities f...